Can't believe it

Augghhhh. I had to give that scoundrel money! He just keeps screwing me over. Wickham is a bad man and i hope he dies a slow painful death. THe only reason i gave him the money is because of my love for Lizzie. SHe doesn't even know i paid him off. She will be so happy when she finds out.

They are found

They found them! I wish i found say i was excited but i can't. The two are planning on getting married. this will completely ruin the families status making it very hard for me to ever marry Lizzie. I wish that Wickham would just leave everyone alone! He is ruining everything.

I can't stand collins

Collins wrote a letter to the Bennets about how they are bad parents. Why can't he just keep some opinions to himself! This situation is not even affecting him yet he is going around and getting in the middle of the affairs. Shame on him.

I hope they find her

I was told of the new. They have not yet found lydia. She need to stop being selfish and just go home. She does not realize how many people she is affecting. This situation is taking a huge tole on me and i just hope it ends soon.

This is so dope

So not only am i married now but I also have other good news. Mr. Bingley is buying an estate need me. I am going to be able to chill with my homie all the time now. Its going to be epic. We are going to have the best parties ever.

I am so happy

When Lizzie thanked me for the money i gave Collins, i made an important discovery. She does love me back. We were talking and i told her that my feelings haven't changed since the proposal. To my surprise she told me that hers have! I am the happiest person in the world right now.

I am proud of her

Despite tons of pressure from lady Catherine, lizzie was still able to stay strong and not listen to what she said. I do not care what anyone thinks of our relationship. I am in love with her and nothing could change that. I would take a bullet right through my brain for her.

I love her, but man

I really do love the lady but i wish Lady Catherine would stay out of my business for once. She is telling Lizzie how she is of a lower class so she wouldn't marry her. Now thats just rude! If i love her then why is it so wrong for me to marry her.

I Heard About It.

I heard that lizzie and Mr. Wickham were talking about me. Why didn't she mention what i had told her. I am just happy though that she believe me and not that scumbag. He is a mean person who does not deserve to be around a person as great as Lizzie.

Good for You

I am happy Lizzie decided not to go to Meryton. I am also happy that she told her sister about Mr. Wickham and they both realize how bad a man he is. Although i will not do it, I wish the two girls would rat him out! so many of my problems would be eliminated.

Stay Away

I hope Lizzie does what ever she can to stay away from Mr. Wickham. He is not a good man. He is able to put on a really go show but is not really in love with her. I hope that she can figure out that i am the one for her soon before she does something that will not end well.

Mr. Collins is crazy

Mr. Collins needs to stop putting on this show. It is clear to everyone that him and Charlotte are not made for each other yet that is what he is insisting. Lizzie was telling me all about it. I really do not like that man! I wish he would just get out of everyones business.

Life is hard

I can't believe how hard it is to be rich. There is so much that rich people have to worry about that poor people do not. Be of a high social class is not as nice as people thought it was. I wish people could see that.

What am I to do?

I am having one of those days! I can think of anything to do. I feel sad because of all the stuff going on right now. I just hope that something cause all of my terrible struggles to vanish quickly.

What is she doing

What is that lydia girl doing with Wickham. I hate that man so much and to see the sister of my true love marry her would be heart breaking. Some one needs to talk one of them out of it before its to late.

Mr. Collins

I heard about what Mr Collins said about the Bennet's parenting. He needs to keep that kind of stuff to himself and I know from experience. Even thought I don't like the guy I am still trying to help him out a bit

I think I am going to do it

I think I am going to do it. I really love Lizzie. The only way I can truly show my love to her is through propsal. I am so nerveous but hopefully the butterflies will go away. Wish me good luck.

Lizzie

Lizzie is such a cool chick. I really like her dispite our differences. If she could just know about how I felt, I think we could settle our problems. She is so kind hearted yet it is just not right for me to like her

Bored

I am so bored right now. I can't think of anything to do except blog. Why can't I just have friends that were true to me. I wish someone would just text me. I do not care who but please just shoot me a text